Saturday, January 25, 2014

More of the Same

While all my doctors and nurses say I'm doing well I still feel like I've been run over by a train.  We are continuing to try to control the pain with walking and medication but there is still a lot of pain.

On a positive note I was allowed to begin eating some clear liquids.  Chicken broth and apple juice tasted good.  It was so nice to drink the chicken broth because it was hot.  I would love a mug of peppermint tea.  The last few nurses have been really good.  I enjoy talking with the nurses and hearing about their lives and families.  For example, the nurse last night mentioned that she lived with her sister and her sister's dog.  Her sister has cancer and the dog has cared for the sister.  He apparently is a big brute with a soft spot for this lucky lady.

I really appreciate your love and support.  A half an hour ago I was crying because of the pain but writing this has helped me feel better.

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  1. I think being run over by a train is a great description for you to use. Can you drink some peppermint tea? I think you should, if that is what sounds good to you. I have some right here in my apartment. I wish I could just jump in the car and bring it to you.
    Love, Yvonne

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  2. Marilynn! I hope you can feel all the prayers we have been saying for you!!! We all love you and are hoping you feel a lot better soon. I wish I could do something to help, but all I can do is to say I love you and GET BETTER. Keep going.
    Here's an inspirational thought I loved:
    “Our Father in Heaven has promised us peace in times of trial and has provided a way for us to come to Him in our need. He has given us the privilege and power of prayer. He has told us to ‘pray always’ and has promised He will pour out his Spirit upon us.”

    —Rex D. Pinegar, "Peace through Prayer," Ensign, May 1993, 66

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    1. Love you! Julie Jordan

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    2. Didn't know you had a blog until just now. I've been thinking about you all week...and praying for you. If anyone can get through this, you can. You are an inspiration! One of my favorite scriptures talks about the easiness of the way and that many perished (1 Nephi 17:41). We love you and miss you. Ellie Pocock

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  3. I didn't realize you had a blog either! Oh Marilynn, I wish I could just snap my fingers and have you out of that hospital and without pain. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now, and my heart hurts for you. Please know we are praying so hard for you and we know you can do hard things. We were so grateful for your husband last year and you who supported us through William's hospital stays. You are right! He is a keeper! Hang in there. The Ricks family is praying for you...

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  4. I've just read through all of your posts and I'm amazed by your upbeat attitude through such a difficult experience. Even with all the pain that you're having to endure right now you find something good in each day. And good for you to walk every day!! You're such a strong woman and I know you'll get through this and be even stronger than before. You're continually in our thoughts and prayers. I'm so happy to see all the progress you've made. We love you! Love, Randall and HL and kids

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  5. Marilynn, this is so like you, sharing your thoughts, pains, worries, and your sources of strength to better enrich the testimonies of your ward sisters. You have always been Miss Sunshine in the ward. We miss you. I miss you. You know that not only your loving husband sits with you through each hour but also your loving Savior is there by your side.

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  6. Dear Marilynn, Thank you so much for writing this blog! My family has also been thinking about you and praying for you. It's so great to hear all the health updates-you are such an inspiration having such a positive attitude despite the pain. Keep working hard at getting better, you are a strong woman and you can do this. We love you and will keep you in our prayers. Love, David, Penny, Audrey, Ally, Matthew, and Zachary

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  7. Dear Marilynn, Thank you so much for writing this blog! My family has also been thinking about you and praying for you. It's so great to hear all the health updates-you are such an inspiration having such a positive attitude despite the pain. Keep working hard at getting better, you are a strong woman and you can do this. We love you and will keep you in our prayers. Love, David, Penny, Audrey, Ally, Matthew, and Zachary

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  8. Thank you for your posts. I check on them all the time. You are constantly in my thoughts. I wish I could be your OT in the hospital. I am so proud of you for walking so much and taking deep breaths. I love and adore you

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  9. Nana,
    We are so happy to hear of the progress you make each day. Tonight as Brooklyn was saying her prayers she said "please bless that Nana would get over her surgery soon and that she wouldn't have anymore pain" I thought that was so sweet. We love you so much and look forward to continued progress updates! You are a special special lady!

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  10. Marilyn, I'm so glad that the RS sent us the link to your blog as I will read it every morning. I want you to know that not one prayer is said in our home that doesn't ask blessings for you. Never ever give up on what prayer will do. Love to you and our good Bishop.

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  11. Marilynn -- Your progress is amazing, although the residual pain may not make it seem so. Hopefully the intense pain will begin subsiding soon. Keep up your physical strength and positive attitude. Hugs & prayers, Judi

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  12. Dear Marilynn,
    As you know I went up to Idaho this weekend. I was thinking about you all weekend and in church for the closing song on the fourth verse of count your blessings resonated with me and I thought I would share it with you. "So amid the conflict, whether great or small, Do not be discouraged, God is over all. Count your many blessings, angels will attend. Help and comfort give you til your journeys end." This cancer has become a "journey and conflict" in your life....not an invited journey nor a fun one...but we are all touched by your strength and determination and your faith. I pray that you will continue to feel comfort and peace as you deal with your pain and discomfort through this journey. Know that you are so loved! I am so glad that we were able to talk this weekend!
    I love you
    Tams

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